2012 was suppose to be a new beginning for me. After a career detour, I was ready to get back and get on track. I was suppose to become a Mrs. and look ahead to start a family. Everything was rolling along, until the cancer news hit.
Dear readers, sorry for the sudden and long disappearance, but I needed to take some time to refocus. I was simply falling apart and needed the time to pick myself up again. Here's a bit of an update, last chemo treatment was on November 16th, surgery is booked for Jan 3rd. Radiation will commence at the end of January.
During my absence from the blog, I was busy working hard on creating a 'miracle' for myself. I exercised, I ate even healthier, I meditated, imagined my white blood cells eating away the cancer cells, three times a day, I focused on being happy...I did everything I possibly can to create a 'miracle' - that chemo would have shrunken my tumor enough so that I could have a lumpectomy (partial removal of the breast) instead of a mastectomy. Unfortunately, no such miracle happened. I am incredibly saddened by the reality that I will have to bid goodbye to my breast in three days. But I am stronger and tougher, and ready to face the unfortunate reality and the treatments to come.
Thanks for all your messages and support, I wish all of you a happy and healthy new year.